My mind is such a whirl-wind at times, its nauseating. I am erratic, finicky, indecisive, and callous. I am very forgetful. My mind wanders…a lot. I am forceful, loud; I can be obnoxious, moody, and strongly opinionated. I am very open and up front with my feelings and my ideas. I am not afraid to tell someone what I think or feel. I don’t sprinkle sugar on my opinions to spare someone’s feelings. If you don’t want my honest opinion, don’t ask b/c it might make you cry, and I won’t really care. I am immature only because I know I can be you have to stay young at heart and mind. If you don’t, you end up being like those pricks that sit behind desks and decide what THEY think you should do with YOUR life. I know when and how to be mature. I am so awkward and goofy, but I know when and how to laugh at myself. I am not very religious but I believe in god and that there isn’t just one religion out there, hug an effin tree if that’s what you believe. I am lazy when I am allowed, but active when I can be. Anyone can either love me or hate me, I don’t care - I will do nothing to try and change your opinion of me. I don’t get insulted easily but I do have a sensitive side. I believe in karma but I also believe that everything happens for a reason. Take it as it comes, live fast die young. I hate....I hate ignorance, prejudice, racism, sexism, stupidity, beggars, and extreme laziness. Anyone who is closed minded, insincere, shallow, fake, bland, inconsiderate, on a power trip for any reason, cocky, anyone who thinks they are better than someone because of the way they look, anyone trying to be someone they are not. Who and what you are is a state of mind, not how you dress or the people you hang out with. I hate anyone who tries to conform themselves to fit a “mold” of what society thinks they should be or what is “cool” at the time. Anyone with too much pride- it produces ignorance, cheaters, liars, natural bitches or dicks- it’s unnecessary- greed, selfishness. I hate most females- for whatever reason- backstabbing, gossiping, inconsiderate of anyone not in their clique; useless bitches who expect everything to be given to them if they smile the right way- fuck you. I hate over-sensitive people who can’t take a joke. Guys-don’t play games with me, you will never figure me out so don’t think that you can or try. I hate jealousy, possessiveness, scheming fucks, pathological anything, dishonesty, disloyalty. I love....passion- anyone with a passion for anything they love or believe in. New cultures-and learning about them. Intelligence, kindness, politeness, music, movies, any type of entertainment, expression, and anyone not afraid to freely express themselves- that is so sexy. I love for people to trust me, but I don’t mind when they don’t. I don’t trust many people. Trusting someone for me is letting them too close to my inner emotions and feelings. Self-confidence is so sexy (not to be confused with cockiness), faithfulness, anyone who can make me laugh. I love to relax and feel relaxed. I love pictures. I love my friends- my real friends. I love diversity, RESPECT, strength. I love a guy with lots of tattoos. I love most piercings. I love the beach, the ocean; I love to snowboard and surf, although I suck at both, sports, even though I’m awful at most of them. I love animals. I love myself....sometimes. After reading this, if you think I’m a self centered bitch, fuck off, and re-read line 15. And if you are really still reading this-you are as much of a loser as I am, so go skip rocks b/c I’m sure that would have been a much more pleasurable experience.

I ♥ music. I do. It is what make me tick. I am into every genre, but particularly : punk, emo, ska, poppunk, rockabilly, psychobilly, that kind of stuff. Yes....i realize that some of those genre are conflicted. no, i don't want to hear your elitist opinion about it.

i love all types of movies. i like movies that make me laugh, cry, think, and make me need a night light when i go to sleep. i may be a rarity, but i love "stupid-boy humor" movies! just to name a few of my favs: clockwork orange, another state of mind, live in orange county, the notorious betty paige, grease, dirty dancing...and the list goes on and on.

L-O-V-E the L word!!

angels & demons is the last book i read that i thoroughly enjoyed.